check this funny clip out!!

the devil himself!!

what do i have??

hey guys!
i think this maybe my last post ever!! hahaha... *sad grin*
i feel so low rite now.. after getting scold or rebuke from him! i feel so low!! so down, so deadly depress!! i am like a filthy shit headed guy!!...

it feels like the whole world is against me.. just when i thought i can start picking myself up, ppl comes around with the comment and with diff view of things just smacked me on the head with a baseball bat and it feels like a stab in my fragile heart!! is it wrong to fall for girl?? can a guy make mistake?? can i fall for someone without being rich or successful?? am i not changing?? you think i can change over nite!! it takes time to change this 19 year old habit even with the prayer and God's help! I never been so shitty in my like...
what do you guys see in me that make me a friend to u?? what skills do i have?? what good attitude do i have?? what GOOD am i to you?? Did i do anything for you??

i am a failure, i am stupid son which fail my mother and my father, all the things i have done in my life disgrace them, i am a fool, i always let friends down, all the time try to be a person to be accept but in the end rejected, what have i done for GOD to ask him to bless me?? i havent reach out to even 1 soul, i havent been read the bible the rite way. i am lucky God didnt spit me out of his mouth!! i am neither cool nor hot for him!! i am a useless working, always beeing stupid is wat i do! never on time, never hard working, never useful.

a thought just came in as i blog about this, this world dont need me to be a better place. i mite just go kill myself with it!! i know it is wrong to have this thought but i just feel so low and shity... i dont deserve to live!! someone save me!! if not then spit at me on my face and life goes on!! i am useless!!
but i know all this is above is wrong... i am just depress for awhile.. i will still learn to pick myself up with the hand of GOD!! check this pictures which i learn from.

but by the rebuke i learn... so it shows i am a bit wise... proverb says the wise learn from rebuke!
and now i need to learn to pick up the cross but there is no short cuts check the next wan out!!

our DRUMMER's day!!

helllo
hahaha, paiseh la... i dun have ben's picture la... XD!!!
but i just wanna wish YOU( BEN TAN) Happy birthday Bro!!
hey... sleep early, stay healthy and fear the LORD!! lol
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN TAN!!!

Check this out!!!

hey,

check this out.. i was viewing ppl's blog and it caught my attention on AH BLEH's blog!!

guess who is coming to town!!

remember this guy??? hahaha... yup it is our malaysia Pas. Kenneth Chin!!
this us the reason why they are here.. they are having a conference in penang, kota kinabalu, kuantan, and KL!! so if u wanna know more about it go the AH BLEH's blog!!

and here i have some nice wallpaper that they made!! if u wan it u can copy from my blog or u can go to their site to check it out!!

questions that need your answers??

questions
what Jesus say to YOU when you reach the FRONT GATE of HEAVEN??
a. smile and say " Welcome home my CHILD, You have finished the races, well done"
b. look and say " NOT everyone who calls me 'LORD! Lord!' may enter into HEAVEN!"

search you heart, see and ask yourself WHAT will Jesus say when you get there??
have win souls for him?? is your walk rite with GOD?? have you been reading your bible?? pray or talk to GOD?? have you truthfully worship HIM?? have you serve HIM with the right attitude?? think of it!! PLEASE DO SO!!!

My prayer!!

hey guys...
have you guys ever thing of a prayer that covers all??

GOD, hello!! bless everything, forgive my sins, thank you. Amen!!

LOL!! but this is not the way to pray is it?? of course not... at least it is not mine...
mines sounds more like this...

(speaking in tongues)
step1
GOD, i am unclean and your are holy. FORGIVE me for my sin. I am sorry i fail you once again. GOD help me not to sins again, so i may draw near to you and love you, so YOU could draw near and love me too. Father, i ask of you to deliver me from evil.

step2
GOD i commit my friends to you. Those who haven't know you as LORD and GOD. Lord i ask of you to use me as the example, so that they might see the change the in me trough YOU. GIVE me YOUR wisdom and courage and the chance to preach the gospel to them. LORD i also commit all my CHRISTIAN friend to you. LORD, you GUIDE them as they live their life. Lead them from temptation and let their walk with YOU become nearer each day.

step 3
Lord i thank you FOR the church you had given us. Lord i ask you to pour down your presence in our church, so ppl will be lead to YOU and there will be healing, deliverance, and soul set free in our church, IN EVERY service LORD. Bless the pastors, GOD. Bless their family as the walk with YOU GOD. GOD also bless those who serves you with a honest and pure heart.

step 4
Lord, i thank you for the family you gave me. LORD bless my parents, so they can love each other even more each day and they will serve YOU together LORD! GOD, bless my siblings. Bless them, so they can excel in school, to be the head and not the tail.

step 5
LORD, in all my days i will serve and glorify your name. MAY your presence be with me wherever i go. SO ppl will see YOU and YOUR NAME be lifted high!! AMEN!!

HAhahahahaha..... GOT a lot more but lazy to type all out ler... XD!! think about how you pray and ask GOD to make you and to guide you to walk in his light!

just wanna say sorry

hey ppl i havent blog in awhile...
i guess there is quite a lot of ppl didnt update their blog too huh?? if i am not mistaken, everyone is too excited or caught up with with GOD and lost track of time huh!! lol...
well i just wanna say sorry... not becoz of not updating blog's but is becoz i wanna say sorry to all those ppl i have hurt or disappointed...
i realise that i had hurt or do bad things to a lot of ppl and i wan to take this time to apologize...
I AM TRUELY SORRY ABOUT IT... i GUESS i can only apologize for it... PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!