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hmmmm...
do i really look like edwardton... or johnathon or watever la... i dunno how to spell his name.. HAHAHA do i really look like him?? lol... i hope not!! hahaha ...
hmmm the past few days i had been thinking a lot... as in a lot... i mean there is a a lot of ppl been thinking a lot too... example denise, jimmy, steph, priscilla, and a lot more... well, i too am doing..
well, my ex just left to go kl without telling me... i feel sad, dunno why?? maybe some small part inside me still love her, it hurts yet i dont feel it is nessesury... hahhaa.. pathetic aren't i?? hahha.. then now all i am thinking is the feeling i hate my dad... i just can't get myself to forgive him... my life biggest nightmare is because of mistaken he had done.. i keep blaming.. but he is still a good father.. hahah... i am so silly to hold the grudge but yet denied the truth i had already know.. hhahaha... and i realize we sometime misunderstand our parents, hahaha and i a blessed for my MOM, dunno about you guys la but i love my MOM a lot.. she sacrifice a lot of things for me and my family and yet she still look so young, i thank GOD for it..... wakakakakakaka....but then i like this girl, and i lot of tot is coming in (the usual questions la... how, why, what and etc..) hahahaa.. and then there is this tot which i think link us all together, i feel that GOD wants to used us( YOUTH: ignite) but i THINK GOD wont let us unlesm we are ready, we need to change ourselve to be ready for the harvest of souls... that is wat i think i dunno about you guys but i believe when MMC is build... IGNITE will be bigger by 10X... hahaha... well i think to much not good like ABEL shared... lol... drop some comment on this...


well i know the above is very messy and all but i think that is how tots comes in to our mind...