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hey guys i have not post anything in a very very long time...
wondering how am i in case i have not talk to you in awhile or i do not dare to talk to you or i have no time to talk to you or even i cant tell you things in the open?? lol... just to tell the past few months and day i been going through...
i have been very close and great with GOD for the past two months. ya everything was cool and steady and calm. i have my problems and i seek GOD and HE answered me with BIBLE scripture and with people and with my Close friends. I thanks GOD for my close friends, i consider them my love ones.. lol( sound so disgusting) and as i read my BIBLE day-by-day, my relationship with my brother has been better, i learn it all from Psalm and proverbs and from my GSM! LOL.. and my relationship with my mom is better.. it used to be arguing and scolding was the only conversation a had with my Mom.. and i am still working on the relationship with my Dad.. well things take time.. is like 18 years of my life i never had a father and son relationship and the bond between son and father.. pitiful?? hahhaha.. well i really envy all of you guys that have a great Father, hahaha.. so guys say "thanks DAD!" once in awhile.. your Father will be happy... lol... but i dun have it.. but then just the past 2 weeks i begin to slack off and caught up with my own things like playing games and sleep and rest.. just not enough sleep and then i started to forget my bible and prayer and my relationship with My Father in Heaven.. i just feel so dry... weeks after weeks song leading and serving GOD it makes me feel like a Martha then a Mary!! understand?? lol... i hope you guys understand it and keep me in prayer but not only me... there is a list of ppl and a list of things i wanna you guys to keep in prayer.. can you guys help me?? if you guys accept or agree with me then reply me by saying yes in my chat box... or at least let me know you are with me in this burden, emptiness

list of prayers:

1. pray for friends who is out station or overseas. pray for them that GOD will send ppl, angels, revival there. pray that GOD will use them as a light in that dark area
2. pray for the pastors in our church, pray that GOD's anointing is there with them always guiding and leading everyone on the perfect way of GOD
3. pray for the musician in our church. that they themselves will keep Themistocles pure before GOD and the presence of GOD is with them and in tune with them. pray that GOD will send ppl and angels and the Holy Spirit to follow them in whatever they do and that GOD my strengthen their walk with GOD
   
4. pray for our parents.(they are your father and mother, so pray for them like they prayed over you), pray that GOD will continue to bless your house hold and businesses, pray that GOD favor is upon them and whatever they do they prosper, pray that somehow GOD will strengthen their walk with GOD!!
5. pray for the salvation of your love ones. pray that GOD will give you hope, strength, favor, chance and courage to talk to them and tell them about HIM!!
6. pray for the Christian youth around to world today, that they will open their eyes and see for themselves that really GOD is the way, the truth and the life
   
7. pray for yourself, that enemy have to foot hole in you and that GOD reign in your life so whatever you do or your hand undertaking will be bless and prospers, and GOD will be the main goal of life!

hahahahahaha..... after say everything i feel great and on fire.. lol.. i should push myself to see result and push beyond my limit and test beyond my boundaries, but let GOD's name be lifted high!!