Push to see results!!

hello...
like i said i wanna go to england and still praying but if it is not God's will then i will be stay at home. but as for my thinking, i dun think i can change my lazy and tidal apa attitude. i want to be fit not fat, hardworking and not lazy, wise and not a fool! then only i am worthing to make her mine or at least i have the confident! hahahha... and look like himi<<< ...i am pathetic dont i?? i wanna get a job with a nice pay, look great, get a car,












then keep changing better










and change better in car( or maybe keep all this care for my wife or mayb her!) hahaha...











then get a great house!!


my kitchen!!!


my pool

and my back yard total of pool in my house 6!!!! lol...

AND my maids each with thier own things to do!! lol
this wan iron my shirt everyday except when she busy working on movies
this wan wash toilet for me eh... her husband always come and find fault with me eh sien nia!!this wan wash my pants and shirtthis wan got a bit problem la... keep sing while working eh.. dunno sing about her hump and lump!!
she clean all 6 swimming pool!! hot lo when she wash but stupid when she sing!!
this wan lazy la... she always talk and no work.. and she curi curi take nude picture in my house!! OMG!!!
call her mop and sweep the floor nia... she complain like hell
this wan lagi funny.... no rain also keep sing umbrella, then her singing is good but she keep singing please dont stop the music!!! her cooking not bad la...u wanna know more about her i give u the number.. 1-800-USTUPID HEAD- LAGIBODOH.... lol
but who can make it here?? but i believe we the child of GOD, the GOD that own everything in this life, he will give it to me but i need to look to him and trust him. then only i will better. lol. but to get there i need to push by working hard, exercising hard, read the bible and pray more, need friends support and a burning passionate spirit for all of this...(BUT NOT THE MAID LA!!! IF THE MAID CAME TRUE I FHAT TAT A DE!!!)