maybe it is for the better!!

hey!!
i heard from my frens father that 1 of his friend is coming back from england. and his friend own a business there. i am not sure what business is that but all i know is that his friend is coming back from england and he is looking for someone to go work for him( but if i am not mistaken he wan to look for ppl to work as chef). and i really like being a chef it was my dream when i saw the tv series iron chef. wow!! things that ppl do with food, creating thing out of bounderies! so after i heard of it i was and was not excited about it. i wanted to go because it is my life long dream and i dun wan to go because it feels like leaving my comfort zone. so few days had past and i been think a lot. All of my fren is moving forward to their dreams and goal while i am staying behind doing nothing to achive my goal. even some of my friends is going overseas to study. I dun to a loser in 10 years time. in 10 years time ppl will have their own dream job, living their live happy and satisfied. so i have decide to go to england if it is God's plan for me. i think bye going there i will have social problem but i think i would be better like that. NO PAIN, NO GAIN, rite??
lol... well mayb by going trough this in the future i mite be a better person example thinner/ fitter, nicer to ppl, learn to be thankful for thing i have, learn to lean on God, and become less lazy as always. lol... who noes!!