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Feeling it!

2011-09-21T06:52:00.001-07:00

ahahhaha

damn man i am really feeling doing this post today..

i am going blog about music and movie today and maybe memories.. LOL!

Found a few youtube stars.. it starts off Sam Tsui but not to my satisfactory then i kept on searching and then i found the group of guys who is cool and good with guitars.. totally acoustic..

Dude!! they sound awesome.. they called themselves Boyce Avenue . they are good..

(wonder how much it takes to have all their equipments?- how long does it takes for me to play like that or them?)

Just finish watching My Boyfriends is Tybe B.

Man the main actress reminds me of someone i know personally... Both of them have the smile.. lol

lol cools cute yea??

hmmm.. lately about me study not too good but by God's grace i got through.. haiz.. i need to put in more effort next sem..

well besides studies there are other tiny mini problem but i leave it to God to deal with it one by one.. i mean i can not let this lil problem of ppl who i care hurt me and lost sight of God's will and purpose in my life.

Anyways yesterday i was taking lunch i heard one stranger talking to another stranger about Jesus while he is smoking..

i was thinking in my heart " People like him make Christian name go to waste, Man i wish i can correct Him".

as i finished thinking about it then Holy Spirit gently told me "At least he dont tell false things about God and he dare to tell about the gospel" which is true.

i let myself judge ppl by their outward appearance.. i feel so bad.. so i learn from the Holy Spirit each day.. lol

there is another one..

i posted some video up on Facebook and

a guy from my church youth told me why i post it, MTV!?

then i ask yea? why?

he said Mana Telur Vanish!

i am like dude you ok ah?? and i just laugh my ways out by saying

hahahaha... ok.. have a great night ahead.. lol..

then Holy Spirit told me to dont judge even sometime things might not look or seems your way but let God handle it.. imagine God is my life Manager.. is like you are an actor or singer then he manage your success.. lol..

anyways, bye, will be back soon i guess!

2011-08-14T10:11:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. this page have not been alive in awhile.

Gotten into a relationship and then out. i actually tot she would be the one, so kind, thoughtful, beautiful, beyond any word to describe the feeling at the very moment. it have been 4months that we have been apart. still wondering did i hurt her in the end, is life better over there for her, is she still thinking of me or gotten over me? the answer is not what i need to know but it is kinda selfish that i want to know.

Had a great and most memorable day with 2 of my friends. they are both great person. one kindest man i know since we were kids, the other is a great lady of God i know of since kids too.

after looking at their wedding makes me think questions like:

Now i am wondering where is she? is she around the corner? or down the street? i wonder what is she doing now? is she think of God more than i do even i know who she is? if it is then good. Does she have the heart to follow me if my calling was to be a missionary? lol.. scary things to say huh but i need to know that my rest of my life is spend with God together with her. P.S God quickly send her my way.

regrets but moving on

2010-11-06T10:51:00.000-07:00

hmmmm within 1 week many things change...

for studies to relationships....

one hour end it all between friends and family....

between one with another...

if u are me what will u do??

and if u know what i did will u talk behind me back??

or will i talk to me and cheer me on??

Friends becomes strangers within the split second....

regards; sad...

*updateds...

2010-06-08T07:08:00.000-07:00

hey once again... it have been like months since i came back here to say what i want to say.. lol...
so how have been?? great i guess... lol... well actually i am in a state of being stressed out, tired, happy, sad, disappointed and many stufff... let start with a few stuff...

me and my bros are doing well.
me and my studies is catching up with each other but a lil tougher now but i can still do it by the grace of GOD.
me and youth are okay... beginning to see ppl raise up and cry for their nation and other nation, friend facing problem over coming it, some are on the way to over come their own problems, more united in hand and in heart now a days....
me and friends.. well this one i feel more lonely then ever (some ppl overseas will complain and say that i am maybe being too over-dramatic) well i am thinking that ppl don't want me around.
me and how i feel about myself, pushing myself for not being the thing i want to see in me like being hard working, cutting down on food, spend more time studying than on facebook or games, to be the top student of my year intake, not try to be boastful of what i have.

just thinking am i good enough to be someone who will get what i want and who i want?? hahhahah i am trying to talk to someone but i got no idea what to talk about, man i feel so lame and so stupid... when i try to talk my brain goes blank man, all that is inside is only the smile i can see in front of me and fear just grab my mouth by the tongue and kick me in the knee and got me shaking. hahhahaah too stupid right?? lol...

back!

2009-11-19T08:10:00.000-08:00

hey blogger way here!
it has been 2 full months... and i am sorry it took you ppl so long to wait for me.. i am sorryy
my bad... so anyways wassup?? lol...
me?? well only 4 things in my brain right now...

God
Money
Studies
Her~

yea! all this is up and december.. wow! i mean really awesome... it is more like the month where i can give my best la... lol... got practices every week... makes me tired and no time to go out la... lol... but anyways maybe after january only i can go out la... movies to catch up, relationships to build, attitude and habits to break, and boundaries to reach!! ahahahhahaa... i feel like i wanna write song for GOD, that he maybe lifted high!

last one week update...

2009-09-03T06:03:00.000-07:00

well din update in awhile, lets start with last week friday day

FRIDAY
i went and help out with PISA for MFC and i suddenly been called manager... swt nia... all thanks to alan and jimmy... but i really and greatful to alan, jimmy, joshua, his cousin and sir tatt for helping me with the sign board... Thanks...

SATURDAY
MFC started and was awesome la... got 2 flat screen tv for Games... look just like WCG... lol... and i was happy get to see her... lovely... lol... and i want to glorify our GOD... i got my job without an interview... fuh-yoh.. the manager suppose to come and give me an interview but he drag too long.. for almost 1 1/2 hours i waited and he still not there... and someone call him and he just said i got the job and dont need to interview... LOL!! Praise Be Unto HIM!

SUNDAY
after second service went to gurney for my last sunday movie for the year since i got the job... hang out with two girls and watch Imagine That... nice, funny, and touching story la... should watch....

MONDAY
Merdeka! merdeka! merdeka! it have been the 3rd year i havent sing anyone of the anthem !! lol... din do much... when to a werehouse sells and i found a lot of nike and adidas shoe but no money so cant buy... all very cheap nia.... but i bought a jacket... i like it...!

TUESDAY
first day of work... kinda nervous because all malay worker... and when they dont smile they are scary... but then at last when they joke and ask me a lot of funny stuff, they are fun guy to hang out and work with! i thanked GOD my work place is less pressured and such a friendly atmosphere...

WEDNESDAY
2nd day learn how to do topping but only do for one pizza but learn how to wash the hot oven... and i learn lot from it... and i was hungry because i din have my lunch and u know what i got to eat free pizza because there was one napalian worker and he did mistake la.. so free pizza for me alone... because it is puasa month, and my malay friends cant eat.. so they offer me they whole pizza... GOD knows it when u are hungry! fuh-yoh!! HE is awesome... had practise for I.G.Nite at night and Jimmy was the joker of the night as usually... but i got something so say, if u know who u are... while ppl are praying, everyone except u are respecting GOD, WHY are u in a rush that u need to keep ur equipment while ppl are praying to YOUR GOD YOU ARE SERVING??

THURSDAY
i got transfer to a nearer place.. so now i work at dominos near denise's house... i walk to work today... and between 30 to 45 minutes... lol... and today is like tuesday... new ppl with new atmosphere and yet i make friends with malay ppl and more la... it was fun working there la... i made like 5 pizza today!! woohoo!!! Praise the Lord!

got to go rest for now... update about my stuff another day ok?? lol...

2009-08-31T03:06:00.000-07:00

Your Kingdom Come,
Your will be done
Here on Earth as it is in Heaven.

GOD BLESS MALAYSIA!

2009-08-06T08:54:00.000-07:00

i just finish watching G.I.Joe with my family... and people, the movie is good.. it really nice and wow.. almost 75% of the movie is exciting and thrilling and action with the slow motion thing and ninja fighting and shooting, a lot of shooting like rat tatatatatatatatattattatatta, ka-boom, pshah!! boom-boom-pow, ku-dish, whack, wham, you name it the movie got it, they even have some cheap cartoon/star wars like shooting sound... but over all it is a butt-kicking movie..

new blog skin

2009-07-19T20:16:00.000-07:00

phew! i try to edit my template b4 but i got confuse and lost and i gave up... but then since i see a few of you change template so i decide to give it a try again... i try to learn a lil more than before..now fuh-yoh.. keat le?? lol... actually this design a lil girly one...

it looks like this but then i go get the other one..
so now it looks like this... clean.

then the host for this template said if you want to edit, it is okay but make the credit for this template will this be there.. so i repect them and i put it there... lol... please dont mind about it... well there is still a few more touch up and a lil more editting to do then my who blog will look cooler.. now i need to learn how to do photoshop! anyone who know how to do it?? steph, denise, jimmy, melvin, alan, ben tan, melanie??

Room 77 & update

2009-07-09T00:26:00.000-07:00

Fuh-yo!...
it have been one full month i have not blog or do whatever thing on this blog..
too busy serving and working with GOD thru life...
I am really tired and thank GOD for what he had done...

1st thing is i manage to ask two handful of my friends but only one hand full turn up, but Praise the Lord they came... their comment are "wah, never knew Christian music are like this. I tot they are HALLELUJAH! AMEN *sound of heavenly choir*" lol... funny friends..
2nd thing is i praise the lord of ROOM 77, it really is GOD's work but this is just the beginning of all that are yet to come.. greater thing are yet to come, greater thing are yet to be done... so IGNITE-youth, our work have not done yet.. belum habis, sekarang semaster break saja..
3rd thing is Thank you music team for praying and uniting our hearts together as one to serve HIM, thank you drama team for the effort you guys put in the acting, thank you welcoming crew for doing a great job smiling and bringing them in, thank you camera and video crew you guys did great in your area, thank you sound and light co-ordinator for setting the right volume or sound and the shine of the light. thank you alan for planning this even and your hard work, thank you william for sharing about your testimony and preaching the word of GOD, BUT Most of all THANK YOU, LORD FOR BEING THERE.

4th thing is i want to say is whatever i did on ROOM 77 was not me... i don't have the courage to pump the corward or act like a love sick jerk.. lol... it was ALL HIM!... it was ALL GOD's hand and spirit guiding me... I PRAISE YOU LORD.

5th thing is everyone is asking when is the next big thing... well i don't know when or where but every week can be just like ROOM 77 if you ppl pray and seek GOD's face like what we did for ROOM 77.. put in the effort, pray and ask GOD, seek for his face, let him lead us... then it will be like this for every week..

6th thing is.. this saturday and sunday i am going to hang out with my lil sheeps... lol.. have you got one?? if not, go get one.. LOL...

7th thing is have you guys watch transformer?? have you notice there was a blue car in autobots?? a blue chevy volt.. try noticing him, he is there but never talk once... the appear when sam in hook on a car by Blackout, he appear when the helicopter drop optimus's dead body and he is the one with a lightning rood or hook as his hand, and he was the one who transfer Jetfire body parts to Optimus Prime when the sucking operation thing happen... ahahhaha...

8th thing is Ice Age 3 is funny... lol... it is a must watch compare to ice age 2 or one... this is really funny...!!

9th thing is
i am loving Gundam now.... i am now a big big big fan of gundam... i want the model too.. it is so nice... but super expensive for one model 100++ haih...
example:
anyways... i am try to make like better with GOD... lol... enjoy...

Revenge of the Fallen

2009-06-08T18:45:00.000-07:00

Well as you know transform is coming out this month end.. just a few picture for the movie...
a few fan art that ppl draw or put up..
here is a link for fallen trailer

Yours Forever

2009-05-31T20:05:00.000-07:00

YOURS FOREVER

VERSE 1:
Say His Name within the darkest hour
And see His light illuminate our path
The road is narrow but our gaze is set
On the love of Christ ‘til the very end

VERSE 2:
We walk in the truth that overcame our sin
Leaving our past and how we once had lived
Giving our lives to see
Your Name made known
‘Cause the love of Christ is what the world needs most

PRE CHORUS :
So Lord
Lead us in the ways of Your love
To lead a broken world to Your cross
Lead us in the ways of Your love

CHORUS:
We are Yours forever
Our lives won’t be the same
Yours forever our eyes won’t turn away
Yours forever

VERSE 3:
We sing Your praises ‘til our lungs give out
To the hope of the world
The One who gave us life
Giving our lives to see
Your Name made known
‘Cause the love of Christ is
What the world needs most

CHORUS 2:
We are Yours forever
Our lives won’t be the same
Yours forever our eyes won’t turn away
Yours forever our lives won’t be the same
Yours forever our eyes won’t turn away

BRIDGE:
We’re living in the One who gave
His life to see our sin erased
We know
We know
Our hope is never gonna fade away

The best praise song in this album, COOOLLL!!!

YOURS forever!!! FUH-YOH!!!

More Than Anything

2009-05-31T19:58:00.000-07:00

MORE THAN ANYTHING

VERSE 1:
You knew us from the start
Our every moment
Though we fell apart
You chose to love us
Never letting go
You sent Your Son for us

VERSE 2:
He came into the world
With one desire
To lead us from our sin
Remove our failures
So we could meet with You
And know ourselves as Yours

PRE CHORUS:
In a world that tries to
Find a way in itself
Searching high and low
Looking for a meaning
We will hold to what we
Know is truth know is love
Life is found when we give
Ourselves all to You Lord

CHORUS:
Give it all give it all
To the One who’s Life
Give it all give it all
To the One who’s Life
Give it all give it all
To the One whose life
Saved mine

VERSE 3:
Our future in Your hands
Our lives with purpose
Sins now erased our past behind us
Never looking back
We know ourselves as Yours

BRIDGE:
This we know we have a new life
We are Yours now and forever
In this life all that we seek
To be with You more than anything

Freedom is Here

2009-05-31T19:57:00.000-07:00

FREEDOM IS HERE

VERSE 1:
The future comes alive
You speak Your word and I
I’m running into Your hope
Because I’ve seen Your light
You bring my world to life
I’m coming after Your love

PRE CHORUS:
I’m not shaken
I’m not letting go

CHORUS:
And everything comes alive
In my life as we lift You higher
Let Your freedom arise
In our lives as we lift You up
Sing it out
Sing it out
Your freedom is here

VERSE 2:
So take the limits off
No matter what the cost
I’m running after Your call
And I will run this race
See You face to face
So let Your power overflow

BRIDGE:
I will not fear
I will not hide Your love
Your love
All of my life
I cannot deny Your love
Your love

Tear Down The Walls

2009-05-28T22:38:00.000-07:00

TEAR DOWN THE WALLS

VERSE 1:
Tear down the walls see the world
Is there something we have missed
Turn from ourselves
Look beyond
There is so much more than this

PRE CHORUS:
And I don’t need to see it to believe it
I don’t need to see it to believe it
Cause I can’t shake this
Fire deep inside my heart

VERSE 2:
Look to the skies hope arise
See His majesty revealed
More than this life there is love
There is hope and this is real

PRE CHORUS 2:
‘Cause I don’t need to see it to believe it
I don’t need to see it to believe it
‘Cause I can’t shake this fire burning
Deep inside my heart

CHORUS:
This life is Yours and hope is rising
As Your glory floods our hearts
Let love tear down these walls
That all creation would
Come back to You
It’s all for You

CHORUS 2:
Your Name is glorious
Glorious
Your love is changing us
Calling us
To worship in spirit and in truth
As all creation returns to You

BRIDGE:
Oh for all the sons and daughters
Who are walking in the darkness
You are calling us to lead them back to You
We will see Your spirit rising
As the lost come out of hiding
Every heart will see this hope we have in You

love this songs hope it will bless you ppl.

No Reason to Hide.

2009-05-28T22:26:00.000-07:00

NO REASON TO HIDE

We got nothing to lose,
We got no reason to hide,
We got the answer inside of us,
It’s time we took our disguises off

See Your glory revealed,
See Your name lifted high,
Because there is no one else for us,
Jesus you are the only one

Woah, You are alive and we are free,
You are everything, everything we need

There’s not a minute to waste
Not a second to lose
Coz there’s a city that waits for us
It’s time to take all the lamp shades off

Woah, love has spoken and we believe
You are everything, everything we need

Nothing compares to you
Nothing could ever separate us now
This love is ours

Nothing can separate us
Nothing can come between us
Nothing can separate us now

THE biggest in the world!

2009-05-04T22:39:00.000-07:00

hey have you guys read about melvin's tall burger??
guess what is BIG!! scroll down!!!

DUDE!!! the biggest in the world!
and this a combo of what I like...
NIKE + BURGER!! WOOOHOOO!!!!

boys and girls

2009-03-30T00:54:00.000-07:00

well last sat during IGnite.. we had :-

60 earth hour
BGR talk
Penang Deluxe Burger King

well about earth hour... my wish came true, or more like my idea came true... like the previous blog i say it will be nice if IGnite can participate in 60 earth hour, and it did.. lol.. i am not saying i am the one that make it happen..

and about the Penang Deluxe Burger King is just directly before MMC. Their burgers are really HUGE, mouth watering weiih!! melvin say the burger is big, alan tried have a bite but the burger is big, aaron eat the burger so soo boon because the burger is big, man yoke and mabel took it back him because the burger is big... so get the idea?? because the burger is REALLY TOTALLY BOGGESTLY BIG! lol... but to me it is still no challege to me.. haiz.. haven't found a challeging burger that is too big for my mouth.. lol... BRING IT ON BABEH!!!

and about BGR... hmmm.. i feel that a lot of ppl say thing not from their heart lo.. they feel it is the right thing to say to avoid lecture by leaders...

well, my opinion of girls is weak on the inside but strong on the outside that for the emotional part la( example, they put on a smile in front of you but goes back home crying, walks aways when they feel angry and bottle it up until their besties comes along), and for mentality is that are strong willed but physically weak lo(pfft... obviously),

for guys/men, well we are human beings that sometimes don't know how to express our feelings but for anger we express a lil more... LOL!!! we are strong physhically but sometime weak on mentally... i partly agree when it comes down to GUYS are a lil more childish than GIRLS.. lol... dont you agree??

anyways an answer to a BGR question are questions
DO YOU REALLY NEED HER/HIM? IS IT TO SATISFY YOU VERY OWN LONELINESS OR IS IT TO BE THERE TO ENCOURAGE HER/HIM WHEN SHE/HE IS NEEDS IT??
(p.s. acompany her/him don't mean flirting or taking opporcunity)

60 earth hours

2009-03-17T23:29:00.000-07:00

hey ppl... this is what 60 earth hour i have heard of... it is about 80 countries, 1600++ cities will be closing switching off their power, lights, TV, air conditioner and etc to save the planet. To reduces or decrease the percentage of global warming.. and u know what?? Penang, Malaysia is taking part in this... I am proud to be a malaysian. but this event will take part on 28th March, 8.30pm onwards... but i think i will be in church playing drum for IGnite... maybe IGnite should do it too... lol...

watch this video!

2009-03-11T08:52:00.000-07:00

watchmen

2009-03-09T22:17:00.000-07:00

ermmm sorry din up date a lot... i think about one month didnt update liao...
anyways... about this movie...
erm... some will say stupid, some might say cool, boring and etc...
but to me it is a abstract type of movie... it is about why a guy wanna kill a group of superheroes... the flashback about their past and the memories of their allies death, and about nuclear war.. blah blah blah... nice movie but a lil copy cat la...
as u can see the guy in the middle in brown... looks like batman... lol... he even have a owl-like plane... which batman even have it in a bat form.. and they both have two pointy ears... lol...

but i like one of the hero in this movie... and he look like this...
his mask's form changes everytime he breath... really cool... hahaha... well that is all...
go watch it if u have a chance...

praise the Lord

2009-02-12T17:28:00.000-08:00

i am very piss rite now...
the bottom of my pants is soaking wet...
my shoe is also wet... thanks to my XXX
and i am not feeling well, going L.S and i feel like vomiting...
i have been in this status for 4 days...
plus the amount of consistence dreaming...

(an equation)
a lot of tiring dreams + not enough sleep + L.S + going to vomit + soak pants and shoe = GRUMPY KON WAY!!

but in every single thing praise the Lord...
LORD i thank you!

the "K" word Tag

2009-02-11T19:39:00.000-08:00

Rules:

Copy to your own note, erase my answers, and enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

(SWT, MOSTLY ALL THE IMPOSSIBLE STUFF TO ANSWER IS BAD)

1. What is your name: Kon way
2. A four Letter Word: Kiss
3. A boy's Name: Kenny
4. A girl's Name: Kelly
5. An occupation: King
6. A color:Kiwi Green
7. Something you wear: Kimono
8. A food: Kebabs
9. Something found in the bathroom: Ky Jelly (please! dont ask me why!)
10. A place: Kyoto
11. A reason for being late: Kon Joe off my alarm!
12. Something you shout: Khi Siao ah!
13. A movie title: King Kong
14. Something you drink: Kirschwasser
15. A musical group: Kelly Clarkson (if it is band then) Korn
16. An animal: Kangaroo
17. A street name: Kimberly Street
18. A type of car: Koenigsegg CCXR
19. A song title:Kuna Matata (disney lion king)
20. A verb: Knock up

I bring down with me:
Ben teoh, Melvin teoh, Melanie, Chia Ming, Kelly

i dream a lot recently...

2009-02-01T19:25:00.000-08:00

are u dreaming lately?? or are u not??
i am...
i have weird dream day after day, i dream about me being werewolf after playing wolfteam and watching underworld 3 at the same day, i dream i was flying in the air, i dream about zombies when i play Left 4 dead and watch zombie movie the same day, i dream about going to cheq up and it was awesome but i got hit by a door and woke up...

i wonder if dream is good or bad...
do u agree when u have dream u will never have enough sleep??
like even u sleep 9 hours but dream about something then not enough sleep??
hahaha... super tired, because of this.

do u agree!!?? lol...

is there such thing like Christian emo??

2009-01-22T07:54:00.000-08:00

yes. i wonder
i really wonder.
if it is then izit good or bad??
what
i mean is
emo in a way
that u feel
guilty for what u
done towards God!...

iWonder!??

i am back!!!

2009-01-22T07:43:00.000-08:00

*hallelujah!!*
finally my com is back... and it is new and improve...
hahah.. lol... now i cam blog all my stuff... lol...

A weird Dream

2009-01-06T18:19:00.000-08:00

hahahaa... kinda tired and at the same time restless...
all because of a weird dream last night... black eye bags!!!

Chia-ming = James Low Chia-ming
Jimmy = Jimmy Quah Jootatt
Mel = Melvin Teoh

well my dream started in afternoon, after work walking home then went to cyber cafe killing time (even in dream also can go CC!! LOL!) but i didn't go alone, i was with Chia-ming, Mel, Jimmy and someone else( i cant rememeber who, but all the name mention above follow me into CC in my weird dream.) then we play some games, joke a lil then off we go to church. When i reach church, Chia-ming ask me "EH! why ur blog so emo one ah?? keep complaining and emo-ing and cursing??"
then Jimmy say "Lang eh blog lu mai kay poh la"
Mel add "Hana lu ah, chuchuchu" (the chu chu chu = tsk tsk tsk! in Mel words) and he shook his head in a funny way( as usual).
But replied "My blog like that is because it is how i feel ma!"
After this conversation we all go to church, praise and worship then service then we go out.. but this is the weirdest part of the dream. Just right after we walk out of Hunza, everyone!! YES!! EVERYONE!! On the road, On the Street, In the Coffee Shops, Hawker Stalls, Gurney, Queens Bay, everywhere and everyone wear fruit costume for example
this is the sample... imagine everyone wear different fruits...
oh yea to continue... i magically wore a Honeydew costume, then Jimmy wore a Coconut one, for Mel it was mango, and for Chia-ming was Orange.. hahahaha... everyone was like cartoon walking around... lol... but it did not end yet.. so we go to gurney without asking ourselve why it happen it was like we did not even care... lol... when we reach gurney we go up to buy ticket on the way there, there was a HUGE! aunty in watermelon slide and trip on something and fell on me... the moment she hits my body, i woke up from this weird dream.. lol.... but then i woke up laughing.. hahahaha

2009-01-01T18:07:00.000-08:00

Have u read Alan's Blog??
if u have not then go now!
i would encourage u too.
this few days, the pastors that come our church
have been preaching about GOD's second coming.
and i know it is true. just like Alan's blogpost.
and it is near. i can feel it. the bible did say when
God come many will be sleep, the spirit wise will be asleep
and it is time for us to wake up as Christians, open our eyes
whatever is ur new year resolution is please add this in pray
that we will all be prepare for the revival out pouring.
for me... changing my attitude to grow close to him is all i want.
slacking back, back sliding is what i had done the past months
but now i am gonna change...
i dunno how but i am going to put my time, energy and trust in GOD
only he can help me..

i would like to thanks Alan for his advice to shake me up and i thank GOD for sending him!

Thanks Alan

Funny Sign all over the world...

2008-12-30T10:00:00.000-08:00

hey guys here is a few funny sign all over the world
i hope you guys can have a good laugh!!!

results...

2008-12-29T20:56:00.000-08:00

yea cheer up emo kids....
for those who din get wat they wanted for PMR this pic above is for you..
and for those who scored what you wanted thank GOD for it...

i want~!

2008-12-29T20:17:00.000-08:00

new year is coming..
the thing i wanted this is year i had already have it all..

a new handphone
new computer
a laptop
portable HDD

i got

w350i
just bought the part, going to completed before next year
Asus Ee PC
samsung portable HDD

so next year i am going to get myself

a car
license for it XD
a suit
pair of nike AF1 but most i will buy the fake one... lolX

so nothing much i want!lol...

2008-12-25T17:16:00.000-08:00

sorry... i wanna apologize to you...
ever since that incident, you and i have not talk for a very long time...
when we meet, we just smile, we walk away to our diff direction...
we never ex-change word or conversation, only hi and bye...
i am sorry and i want to apologize and i want to talk to you alone...
to clear things up...

*.nnanawkuoyhtiwenolauoyteeminac*

2008-12-25T17:13:00.000-08:00

hey ppl merry christmas...
last night was a blast!! hahaha... enjoyed it very much...
there will soon be a update on Christmas... so wait for me la...
hahaha

2008-12-23T17:45:00.000-08:00

not enough sleep...
just right after 3 nights and 3 days straight dance and work..
sleep l8 wake up early...
stim le... BUT thanks GOD the presentation is over... lol
and now i am free on monday and wednesday nite... tired, *yawn*
zzzZZZZZZ

The day the earth stood still

2008-12-15T18:07:00.000-08:00

you know the new movie the day the earth stood still??
well guess again it is not new. it is a re-make of a classical old movie...
but the theme of the movie is diff...

the old 1951 classic is about choosing between peace or destruction... but the new them is talking about save the planet from humans, if human don't stop hurting the planet then he must kill all mankind and stopping the greenhouse effect... but 70% of the storyline is the same.. so happy watching...

realize

2008-12-14T18:55:00.000-08:00

just realize :

that my money is getting lil day by day.. lol...

anyways work to get money.. then spending it is normal...
oh yea... i wanna thank some1 that he took the blame together with me even when he is innocent.. i am thankful and thank GOD for him!! but i felt guilty for him... i mean it is my fault to begin with..

never think before i do, go & say.

maybe i should keep quite and stop joking around. since i got complain all over the place i go. work, church, home. feel so useless. i feel like giving up and just DIE!

friend do hurt each other.

i have been like close to everyone, but not very very close to say best friend. well, i have been hearing couples backstabbing other couples, friends betraying one another, saying things that should not be said. insulting each other. it might be a joke to one but it is a pain to the other. fun is fun, cross the line means crossing the line. jokes is funny but sometimes it is just too much. i am not talking about me only, but everyone out there.. you should know the feeling.

time is flying in a split second.

it is already Christmas.. so much thing to do Christmas dance, Christmas choir, Christmas dinner, Christmas service, Christmas eve dating, dating... LOL!! not long from now it is going to be NEW YEAR! then CHINESE NEW YEAR!. and then CHEQ UP 2009.

i am irresponssible

i suck at responssible stuff.. twice in a row i suck at my pose. never take up the time to go take car lisence, useless.

i need to work out.

getting fat by the second. lol... to fat already. i keep looking at my picture and it makes me look fat and fatter and fatter. so i need to work out and control my diet.

people always remember the bad thing you have done more then the good one

i really dont understand ppl this days. their brain is so full of shit to the point the can only remember the bad stuff you do. am i wrong?? everyone deserve chances, NOT FUCKING SECOND CHANCE. THOUSAND AND THOUSAND OF CHANCEs. no matter what the fuck you do. you sin against GOD so many time and GOD forgive each time. but you shitting ppl cant forgive one another. THAT SHOW WHO CHRISTIAN IS?? THINK IDOITS THINK!!

people this day like to criticise things and other people

well fuck you! you know wat JESUS say?? DON'T go and tell your brother that there is a saw dust in his eye, when there is a BIG PLANK on your face. so don't tell ppl that they did wrong.. fuck you!! check yourself if you sin or not!! if it is a friendly advice then THANKS a lot! but if i can sense it is not!! HAHAHAHA!!! FUCK OFF!!
i think i should end my blog. no one read my blog anyways.

movie marathon

2008-12-01T20:26:00.000-08:00

i am so out dated with the new movies...
i haven't watch movies in a long long long while... except for all the stupid wasting money movies..
movie wish list..

Mama Mia
Twilight
Tropic Thunder
James bond
Bangkok Dangerous
Bolt
Space Chimps
Guard Post (Korean)
Quarantine
Madagascar 2
The day The Earth Stood Still
Transporter 3
Beverly hills chihuahua
Wu Shu: blah blah blah(lazy to type =.=) XD
27 dresses
Babylon A.D
Empress & the warrior (Cant)
Evolusi KL drift (Malay)
Fury (Thai)
Money not enough (Man)
Spiderwick Chronicles
Slit mouthed woman (Jap)
Three Kingdom (Man)
Wall-E
Vantage Point

hahahaa... long long list... hours of watching them...
but better not... read bible better! hahaha...

2008-11-30T23:06:00.000-08:00

hey guys...
ever wonder where to get the yoyo cici monkey emoticon??
who or what is yoyo cici monkey??
look be low...

click bottom to download

names...

2008-11-21T00:07:00.000-08:00

bored la...
hey, you know what?? would it sounds cool if you have an english-indian-malay-japanese-chinese name...
cool huh... if i wound have one it will be

Faizal bin Wayne Guna Chandaran Asuka Musashi Tan Kon Way... lol funny!!!

LOL..... LAMENESS!!! XD

*lately

2008-11-06T19:42:00.000-08:00

hmmmm...
do i really look like edwardton... or johnathon or watever la... i dunno how to spell his name.. HAHAHA do i really look like him?? lol... i hope not!! hahaha ...
hmmm the past few days i had been thinking a lot... as in a lot... i mean there is a a lot of ppl been thinking a lot too... example denise, jimmy, steph, priscilla, and a lot more... well, i too am doing..
well, my ex just left to go kl without telling me... i feel sad, dunno why?? maybe some small part inside me still love her, it hurts yet i dont feel it is nessesury... hahhaa.. pathetic aren't i?? hahha.. then now all i am thinking is the feeling i hate my dad... i just can't get myself to forgive him... my life biggest nightmare is because of mistaken he had done.. i keep blaming.. but he is still a good father.. hahah... i am so silly to hold the grudge but yet denied the truth i had already know.. hhahaha... and i realize we sometime misunderstand our parents, hahaha and i a blessed for my MOM, dunno about you guys la but i love my MOM a lot.. she sacrifice a lot of things for me and my family and yet she still look so young, i thank GOD for it..... wakakakakakaka....but then i like this girl, and i lot of tot is coming in (the usual questions la... how, why, what and etc..) hahahaa.. and then there is this tot which i think link us all together, i feel that GOD wants to used us( YOUTH: ignite) but i THINK GOD wont let us unlesm we are ready, we need to change ourselve to be ready for the harvest of souls... that is wat i think i dunno about you guys but i believe when MMC is build... IGNITE will be bigger by 10X... hahaha... well i think to much not good like ABEL shared... lol... drop some comment on this...

well i know the above is very messy and all but i think that is how tots comes in to our mind...

lacking behind

2008-11-03T18:23:00.000-08:00

do you ever felt you had not done enough for something, or someone, or somewhere, or somehow?? i do feel like this.. i felt like i have not done enough for my working place.. wanna learn more but i am can not adsorb information, or you put it in this way, i can't learn from theory side of things... i can only learn threw physical experience.. hahaa... but that is just who i am... i can learn math because it is using your hand and brain, but i suck and hate history because it have to memorize it. so that is just me.. if you read this and you thing you can help me out, please do so.. HINT* to Esther and Joseph. please give me thing to do to learn so i dont feel so useless!!

WARNING!! DONT WATCH!!

2008-10-27T19:23:00.000-07:00

hey guys have you guys watched the movie MAX PAYNE??
wanna know why there are angels and all??? ask me and i will tell you... the whole movie SUCKS!!!
as me to rate i give -4/10 one of the most disappointing and waste of money movie... the whole movie 1 hour ++ i think only 25 or 15 minutes is action... the rest all talk... and the action is not so cool... i think WANTED would beat this movie flat...
so do not go and watch this stupid movie...

random*

2008-10-21T19:09:00.000-07:00

yesterday as i am on the bus back home, it rain quite heavy. i can see branches all over the floor and ppl running to find shelter to avoid the rain. i was sleepy and tired, then i started to think of all sort of stuff. i realize that everything we do, EVERYTHING WE DO has a cause and price to pay/effect to it. how to i explain this...

if you throw a rock into the ocean,
the rock will cause the water to move,
the movement will cause the waves.

if you shake your hand,
the air around will be move,
the air will be come a breeze.

if you sin,
the price of it is death.
if you want JESUS,
you need to draw close to him everyday.

NOTHING IS FREE IN THE WORLD

so that is what i think over and over yesterday. there is price to be paid everyday, no matter what you do will have a cause it will either be good or bad. it is up to you ppl to think and realize
that sometimes what we say or do or think might hurt ppl or it might cheer ppl up.

You decide what you cause and the price you have to pay

Wanted!!

2008-10-13T18:15:00.000-07:00

hey guys...
very long time didn't blog a de.. lol... well life is to be enjoy...
a lot of thing i want to get for myself.. lol... spoiling myself with this things...
1st i wan to get is a new mobile phone/hand phone a.k.a cell phone

Sony Ericson W960i

the reason why is because my previous or you can say current phone got accident, haih.. like get hit by a car like that.. but i am not selling it off la... keep it or take it go hospital... then buy new one as the above.
2nd thing i wanna get is a laptop..

HP Dragon

i know i have a laptop already but i can't use it to my own personal use... the cute lil laptop is cute to show but it is like crap to use... the whole mini laptop runs on 4GB only and that is all.. if you place a few thing in it, then welcome to the lagged and frustration hour... and it really is useless... so plan on buy this want above because i must dream BIG and become a S.M.A.R.T dreamer i guess..
3rd thing i wanna get is a portable HDD

TOSHIBA 160GB HDD

the reason why i wanna buy is because i can save iso or cso of my psp games and i wan to save some of the file i want to dl or play... for example songs lyrisc and chords, pictures, musics, games, iso, cso, program like msn, and flash get and windows media player, game installer and all la... lol... no need to lend ppl's thumbdrive anymore!!
4th thing is the buy myself 1 or 2 pair of Nike AF1
i wanted to buy this wan for JIMMY QUAH, but i cant if it anywhere is penang. i know he wont want me to buy he present be i still wanna buy because both of us know very long liao, lol.. always kena tembak by him... lol... so i wanted to buy for him, mana tahu i fell in love.. NOT WITH HIM LA!! SIAO AH... HE BELONG TO DENISE ONG!! I MEANT THE SHOE!! LOL...

so waiting for money to come then pay tithe and then buy my beloved belonging.. lol...
PUT YEE FIRST THE KINGDOM OF GOD, AND ALL WILL BE ADDED UNTO YOU!.

DAMN BIG APOLOGIZE

2008-10-12T20:55:00.000-07:00

HEY ppl all over my blog...
i am sorry for all the damn shit my friend have been causing... the person call FriedTurkey is my classmate, my best friend and on his behalf i apologize and i want to explain all of it and how it happen... Saturday morning i when to his house and use his com... and i forgotten to log-off or i when i went to shit in his toilet, he must have use it la... and i apologize all the rude and bad thing he had said... !!! i am really really sorry... and that fella who do it was not ME!!! dont get piss at me, please forgive me la... but it was not me...

Sorry ppl over!! very very very sorry... i am really sorry!!! THOUSAND APOLOGIZE!!!!

the past!

2008-10-05T19:29:00.000-07:00

hey guys...
i know for quite a long long long time i did not post.. so i am here to make up the lost time.. lol... btw the reason why i cant update so often is either my comp rosak or no time to do so... lol...
so you ppl can enjoy the longest post i ever done... lol

previously i when i was working for my DAD, i bought a fried potato ad i found out it is purple colour it is not coloring but it is really purple.. lol... super nice!! it is sweet!! lol

then this are the picture of the time where me, jerome, alan, william and jarold went to have a fast and pray session... as you can see alan reading his bible

then you can see william never take care of his bed.. lol ...
this is the place where we have our prayer session in...
the room from the window point of view
william reading his bible with his smelly feet on the table...
the wardop inside can fit a tv!! a really BIG wan too
b4 entering into the toilet...the leftside of the toilet...the right side of the toilet...hahahahaa... coool rite?? you know how many mirror or not in this room... 5...!! lol

then this is the time where a few of us go to PCC to have a conference by Paradies
this is the nite concert during thursday nite... ya... as you can see youth are jumping up and down to the songs played by them...

jumping....

the morning confernce, and Cloe, one of the vocalist and keyboardist...
morning praise and worship...nite rally...
the nite rally worship lead by JADE or JAY.. i dunno how to spell her name.. lol... so now not so sure la... but she can sing and play guitar and she write song and she have a very low and bassy nice voice... lol...

then the last thing which i am about to post about is Un. Barnerd's ICE CREAM... i was the first customer i think beside ariel, amanda they all la... lol... as you can see melvin is checking out the machine.. lol... farny fella...
i guess he never seen a machine that make ice cream... lol...
hahaha i myself also go look at it and took a picture about it.. lol... funny la...
well abit about the ice cream...
it is made out of yogurt, it is 98% fat free, it is sweet, and nice color white or yellow or pink or purple blue like that la... lol...
flavours are mango, blueberry, ribeana, wildberry, strawberry.. maybe more to come la... who knows...
the pricing is Rm1.50 for cones, and for cup it is Rm2.50...
and you know wat?? if you buy above Rm15 then you will get one free cone ice cream... look at melvin's face... he look so HUNGRY!! SSSsssLLLLlllUUUUuuuuRRRRrrPPPpppp!!!! mmm-HHHmmmmm... nice!!!

IT IS GOOD!!

well that is all for now.. have a nice day!! lol...

2nd GAME POST!

2008-10-03T21:08:00.000-07:00

hey guys... this the cover for UNDERCOVER

and a few trailer

2008-10-03T19:25:00.000-07:00

MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Descendants - Free genealogy

hhhahahaha.... you guys look at this!~

OH damn!!

2008-10-02T21:34:00.000-07:00

hey guys and girls!!!
it is here the latest NFS!! NEED FOR SPEED UNDERCOVER

i mean i never post about games and all but this one really is the latest best graphic i ever since it compare to most wanted, carbon, and pro streets... damn... below are the following...
NFS MOST WANTED

NFS CARBON

NFS PRO-STREET

SO ppl.. here are some screen shot or preview of the game and cars... put on your sit-belt

'06 MITSUBITSHI LANCER EVO

'08 AUDI R8

'06 LAMBORGHINI MURCIELAGO LP640

'06 PORSHE GT2

'06 MAZDA RX8

'03 BMW M3

'09 AUDI S5

SKIT THROUGH THE STREETS WITH A NICE TIRE BURNING EFFECT

DRIFTING THROUGH THE WET FLOOR WITH THE SPALSHING!

and you guys or girls who is a big fan of NFS, you should know everytime a new series comes out they sure have a girl actor for it...

Josie Mara act in Most Wanted

Emmanuelle Vaugier act in Carbon

but this time it is different from before... this time they picked a really BIG female actor from Hollywood Maggie Q act in Under Cover

Maggie Q act in quite a lot of shows i guess. For example Balls of Furry, Die hard 4, MI 3 , etc la...

well there are many more screen shot but lazy to put them up for you.. if you wan more you can get it from the internet... just type in nfs undercover!! lol... btw this game is coming out next month! NOV... so happy waiting if you guys and girls loved it!

October is coming soon!

2008-09-22T18:10:00.000-07:00

hey guys...
october is coming soon, so that mean birthdays!! a lot, a lot of birthday!!hhahaha...
i was thinking so many friends! a lot of birthday present! lol... but this year i am going to get my good close friends something!! something THEY will like for example shoes! and do you know who is that dun ya?? if you do good but if not then keep guessing until you see it coming!!
so i was planning to buy this for him!!

Nike Air Force 1 premium LOW

but then i know that one of them is born in 1989 so the 1989 edition is

Nike Air mowabb (1989)

but then the above wan is so old a de.. then i think i should buy this wan

Nike Air Force 1 Mowabb edition (1989)

i think when i give him this shoe he sure kam tong wan!! wait la... i wan to see he kam tong untill cry!! lol... this is wat friends are for rite?? lol

then the other friend le... i am not sure how old is he le... but same month also and he love branded stuff... so i am thinking to buy him one of the Nike shoes! so i think this will be the wan la...
Nike Air Force 1 Canvas (black)

so this is the thing i wanna get la... hahhaha .... oh ya whoever Bday is on October please tell me..
then i try to remember la... please state your bday's... lol... but i will not buy for you air force... you wan then you need to wait for next 10 years la... wakakakaka

*empty

2008-09-04T21:46:00.000-07:00

hey guys i have not post anything in a very very long time...
wondering how am i in case i have not talk to you in awhile or i do not dare to talk to you or i have no time to talk to you or even i cant tell you things in the open?? lol... just to tell the past few months and day i been going through...
i have been very close and great with GOD for the past two months. ya everything was cool and steady and calm. i have my problems and i seek GOD and HE answered me with BIBLE scripture and with people and with my Close friends. I thanks GOD for my close friends, i consider them my love ones.. lol( sound so disgusting) and as i read my BIBLE day-by-day, my relationship with my brother has been better, i learn it all from Psalm and proverbs and from my GSM! LOL.. and my relationship with my mom is better.. it used to be arguing and scolding was the only conversation a had with my Mom.. and i am still working on the relationship with my Dad.. well things take time.. is like 18 years of my life i never had a father and son relationship and the bond between son and father.. pitiful?? hahhaha.. well i really envy all of you guys that have a great Father, hahaha.. so guys say "thanks DAD!" once in awhile.. your Father will be happy... lol... but i dun have it.. but then just the past 2 weeks i begin to slack off and caught up with my own things like playing games and sleep and rest.. just not enough sleep and then i started to forget my bible and prayer and my relationship with My Father in Heaven.. i just feel so dry... weeks after weeks song leading and serving GOD it makes me feel like a Martha then a Mary!! understand?? lol... i hope you guys understand it and keep me in prayer but not only me... there is a list of ppl and a list of things i wanna you guys to keep in prayer.. can you guys help me?? if you guys accept or agree with me then reply me by saying yes in my chat box... or at least let me know you are with me in this burden, emptiness

list of prayers:

pray for friends who is out station or overseas. pray for them that GOD will send ppl, angels, revival there. pray that GOD will use them as a light in that dark area
pray for the pastors in our church, pray that GOD's anointing is there with them always guiding and leading everyone on the perfect way of GOD
pray for the musician in our church. that they themselves will keep Themistocles pure before GOD and the presence of GOD is with them and in tune with them. pray that GOD will send ppl and angels and the Holy Spirit to follow them in whatever they do and that GOD my strengthen their walk with GOD
pray for our parents.(they are your father and mother, so pray for them like they prayed over you), pray that GOD will continue to bless your house hold and businesses, pray that GOD favor is upon them and whatever they do they prosper, pray that somehow GOD will strengthen their walk with GOD!!
pray for the salvation of your love ones. pray that GOD will give you hope, strength, favor, chance and courage to talk to them and tell them about HIM!!
pray for the Christian youth around to world today, that they will open their eyes and see for themselves that really GOD is the way, the truth and the life
pray for yourself, that enemy have to foot hole in you and that GOD reign in your life so whatever you do or your hand undertaking will be bless and prospers, and GOD will be the main goal of life!

hahahahahaha..... after say everything i feel great and on fire.. lol.. i should push myself to see result and push beyond my limit and test beyond my boundaries, but let GOD's name be lifted high!!

birthday bro!!

2008-08-29T00:37:00.000-07:00

hahaha... yesterday was my lil bro's birthday!! hahaha...
cute lil boy but cant sit quite.. every1 say he is adorable and cute... lol.. even me...
you know yesterday is even better then the OLYMPICS... the date when it is held is 08.08.08 rite?? and it meant
prosperity, prosperity, prosperity,... but my brother's date is even better his is 28.08.08...
so 2 = double, 8 = prosperity, 8 = prosperity, 8 = prosperity. wakakakaka. how lucky he is.... lol but i believe GOD love him so much that he gave him this date... lol... THANK GOD!!!...

happy birthday! kwan lyn!!

2008-08-27T21:44:00.000-07:00

birthday girl... HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWAN LYN!!! HAPPY 20th bday!!

AAAaaggggrrrhhhhhhh!!!! you stupid!!

2008-08-06T21:52:00.000-07:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid computer.... i am going crazy over it...!! every 1 or 2 month sure spoiled once... wat is wrong with it..... iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiisssssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! super damn piss at it feel like kicking it until it breaks and crack and burn until it explode!! stupid com!! i know in everything give thanks but this is too much.. so i am going to buy a new come yay!! for new com, sob for money!! bye bye money!!

lunch mexicano style!!

2008-08-04T20:05:00.000-07:00

hey ppl
last thursday me, ivan, abel, amy, vivien, ee man, and alex had lunch at amy's house...
it was cool and it was funny!! and very nice to eat!!
at fisrt we plan to have lunch at 12 but end up eating lunch at 1.45!! man, my stomach and abel's stomach was so hungry!! that we can wait!!!... but you know wat we had??
nachos with source with fried beef which is cooked by our chefthe beef... look not nice but eat nicer!!! the bestest!!AMY TAN!!! cool rite?? it was so nice you can see a lot of ppl is enjoying thier food...
ee man enjoying the food!!
alex can't wait to eat while every1 is talking.. he was the first to dig-in!! you can see ivan muka masam!! waiting for alex to eat!!
see i told you abel was so hungry when he eat, his mouth look so around! look!! LOL
even vivien was hungry!!
then after lunch we cleared up and had desert and cleared up again... then every1 wan so full then it make them tired.. my and alex played LEGO while amy played piano... she was great but ivan was shocked because too keat a de!! lol....remote control LEGO car!!
look LEGO car on AUTOCAR mag!! lol
after all of this it was fun and full and great and happy lol... tooo damn happy!!!

thanks every1

2008-08-04T04:05:00.000-07:00

hey ppl
back, recovered and read to go 70% all out... hahaha i know i am suppose to go 100% all out for GOD but i still need time to recover.... lol
but i just wan to say thank you everyone for your encouragement and support and advise and with wisdom of GOD you guys really help me out when i am so low... so remember i owe you guys one!! anything i can help you with or do for you?? for example drug trafficking, burn ppl house down or something!! LOL!!! joking la... i wont do all the stupid thing la....

i wanna thank Jt and denise
i wanna thank Gladys (but dunno where to find her pic)
i wanna thank Chiaming

and also my cousin all the way at australia... Jer

and k-lyn all the way from NZ!

i also wanna thank steph for the encouraging msg

and i wanna thank Mel for concerning!!

and i thank ben tan for advising me
and i also wanna thank all those is out there worried for me... i am very sorry if i haven't mansion your name i am sorry!!

check this funny clip out!!

2008-07-31T07:18:00.000-07:00

the devil himself!!

what do i have??

2008-07-29T18:46:00.000-07:00

hey guys!
i think this maybe my last post ever!! hahaha... *sad grin*
i feel so low rite now.. after getting scold or rebuke from him! i feel so low!! so down, so deadly depress!! i am like a filthy shit headed guy!!...

it feels like the whole world is against me.. just when i thought i can start picking myself up, ppl comes around with the comment and with diff view of things just smacked me on the head with a baseball bat and it feels like a stab in my fragile heart!! is it wrong to fall for girl?? can a guy make mistake?? can i fall for someone without being rich or successful?? am i not changing?? you think i can change over nite!! it takes time to change this 19 year old habit even with the prayer and God's help! I never been so shitty in my like...
what do you guys see in me that make me a friend to u?? what skills do i have?? what good attitude do i have?? what GOOD am i to you?? Did i do anything for you??

i am a failure, i am stupid son which fail my mother and my father, all the things i have done in my life disgrace them, i am a fool, i always let friends down, all the time try to be a person to be accept but in the end rejected, what have i done for GOD to ask him to bless me?? i havent reach out to even 1 soul, i havent been read the bible the rite way. i am lucky God didnt spit me out of his mouth!! i am neither cool nor hot for him!! i am a useless working, always beeing stupid is wat i do! never on time, never hard working, never useful.

a thought just came in as i blog about this, this world dont need me to be a better place. i mite just go kill myself with it!! i know it is wrong to have this thought but i just feel so low and shity... i dont deserve to live!! someone save me!! if not then spit at me on my face and life goes on!! i am useless!!
but i know all this is above is wrong... i am just depress for awhile.. i will still learn to pick myself up with the hand of GOD!! check this pictures which i learn from.

but by the rebuke i learn... so it shows i am a bit wise... proverb says the wise learn from rebuke!
and now i need to learn to pick up the cross but there is no short cuts check the next wan out!!

our DRUMMER's day!!

2008-07-14T19:11:00.000-07:00

helllo
hahaha, paiseh la... i dun have ben's picture la... XD!!!
but i just wanna wish YOU( BEN TAN) Happy birthday Bro!!
hey... sleep early, stay healthy and fear the LORD!! lol
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN TAN!!!

Check this out!!!

2008-07-14T18:50:00.000-07:00

hey,

check this out.. i was viewing ppl's blog and it caught my attention on AH BLEH's blog!!

guess who is coming to town!!

remember this guy??? hahaha... yup it is our malaysia Pas. Kenneth Chin!!
this us the reason why they are here.. they are having a conference in penang, kota kinabalu, kuantan, and KL!! so if u wanna know more about it go the AH BLEH's blog!!

and here i have some nice wallpaper that they made!! if u wan it u can copy from my blog or u can go to their site to check it out!!

questions that need your answers??

2008-07-07T08:53:00.000-07:00

questions
what Jesus say to YOU when you reach the FRONT GATE of HEAVEN??
a. smile and say " Welcome home my CHILD, You have finished the races, well done"
b. look and say " NOT everyone who calls me 'LORD! Lord!' may enter into HEAVEN!"

search you heart, see and ask yourself WHAT will Jesus say when you get there??
have win souls for him?? is your walk rite with GOD?? have you been reading your bible?? pray or talk to GOD?? have you truthfully worship HIM?? have you serve HIM with the right attitude?? think of it!! PLEASE DO SO!!!

My prayer!!

2008-07-07T08:12:00.000-07:00

hey guys...
have you guys ever thing of a prayer that covers all??

GOD, hello!! bless everything, forgive my sins, thank you. Amen!!

LOL!! but this is not the way to pray is it?? of course not... at least it is not mine...
mines sounds more like this...

(speaking in tongues)
step1
GOD, i am unclean and your are holy. FORGIVE me for my sin. I am sorry i fail you once again. GOD help me not to sins again, so i may draw near to you and love you, so YOU could draw near and love me too. Father, i ask of you to deliver me from evil.

step2
GOD i commit my friends to you. Those who haven't know you as LORD and GOD. Lord i ask of you to use me as the example, so that they might see the change the in me trough YOU. GIVE me YOUR wisdom and courage and the chance to preach the gospel to them. LORD i also commit all my CHRISTIAN friend to you. LORD, you GUIDE them as they live their life. Lead them from temptation and let their walk with YOU become nearer each day.

step 3
Lord i thank you FOR the church you had given us. Lord i ask you to pour down your presence in our church, so ppl will be lead to YOU and there will be healing, deliverance, and soul set free in our church, IN EVERY service LORD. Bless the pastors, GOD. Bless their family as the walk with YOU GOD. GOD also bless those who serves you with a honest and pure heart.

step 4
Lord, i thank you for the family you gave me. LORD bless my parents, so they can love each other even more each day and they will serve YOU together LORD! GOD, bless my siblings. Bless them, so they can excel in school, to be the head and not the tail.

step 5
LORD, in all my days i will serve and glorify your name. MAY your presence be with me wherever i go. SO ppl will see YOU and YOUR NAME be lifted high!! AMEN!!

HAhahahahaha..... GOT a lot more but lazy to type all out ler... XD!! think about how you pray and ask GOD to make you and to guide you to walk in his light!

just wanna say sorry

2008-07-07T08:05:00.000-07:00

hey ppl i havent blog in awhile...
i guess there is quite a lot of ppl didnt update their blog too huh?? if i am not mistaken, everyone is too excited or caught up with with GOD and lost track of time huh!! lol...
well i just wanna say sorry... not becoz of not updating blog's but is becoz i wanna say sorry to all those ppl i have hurt or disappointed...
i realise that i had hurt or do bad things to a lot of ppl and i wan to take this time to apologize...
I AM TRUELY SORRY ABOUT IT... i GUESS i can only apologize for it... PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!

the reunion nite lol...

2008-06-27T23:15:00.000-07:00

hey ppl...
kon way here... last nite was awesome... i actually very tired and wanna rest on Friday nite la... then wanna go to sleep... lol... but then my school friends ask me out on friday... so i tot i dun wan to ask la... but then a CHICK ask me to go but i still dun wan to go, then she beg me to go, so i go lo.. hahaha... ok then i waited for that girl to come fetch me because she say she wan to fetch me ma... then ma wait lo... she suppose to pick me up by 7 but she reach almost 7.30 a de... her aeroplane is like so big!!then when i went up the car i saw my FrosterSIS!!( GODSIS la)this is my GOD sis!!! yay
and this GOD sis have a nice tattoo...
( i know it is not rite, but it is still cool, but it is also not real eh, can wash off wan)
then... this driver... wow, she drive like GOD CAR!!( cheh-sun) lol
i show u the picthis is my GOD sis also but she was my driver!!!
look like pig hor...lol...
then in the car was my GOD bro this is my GOD bro!! lol.... cool leh!!!
damn yeng lo... lol...
hahaha... then we set off to FACES!! when we sampai i tot we were late u know but u know wat?? we are soooo early untill the whole restoran no ppl... lol... shocked!!
then we sit down start to order and as friends reach, we enjoy ourself to our food and my hair was the MAIN-STAR attraction of the nite... lol... i miss my hair when i can look like this
i know it is a bit blur but u know la... i hand gun la... lol
but now u can see this instead!!!
lol... funny leh... after dinner some ppl wan to go watch WANTED but some wanted to go beach side because wanna go "pat-thor"!! but then hor because got a lot of my classmate like my driver and she dun wan to watch fighting movies, so i introduce them to a show call MADE of HONOUR!!
finally every1 made up their mind to watch it... and the movie is nice, hahaha... not bad huh... after everything my driver fetch me home... but on the way home but lawak la...

This is what i think!? how about u??

2008-06-25T07:56:00.000-07:00

hey ppl...
i am suddenly feeling emo( positive eh emo). i mean i am thinking of GOD's love for us and how good HE been to us all. hahaha...
first there was darkness then GOD became light for us, to protect us, to love us, to care for us, to correct us, to make us who he wants us to be, to be our guide, to be our friend, to be our FATHER, to be our GOD, our LORD and our SAVIOUR.

i dunno about u but have u ever been selfish?? i have, i keep thinking of GF, money, car, living life happy and dun care and be lazy as much as garfield. lol... but never tot of HIM!! he GIVE us live and live more... he show us how much he love by dying on the cross for us. he is giving his all for us and are we giving our all for him?? me, i have forsaken GOD before in my life. And yet every time i turn back to him, HE always and without fail put on a smile for me and call me son! SON!!! WITH OPEN arms.. the love of CHRIST is so big to the point it is indescribable, wordless, match less, none can compare.

are we ashamed that ppl mite not accept GOD or laugh at us?? i have.. but what are we so ashamed of?? HE is HOLY and we are sinful. SHOULDN'T HE be ashamed of us?? we are sinful. so why not bring your bible to school, work, open it up, read it then let ppl see GOD in YOU!

have ever pretend to be holy?? in front of ppl at church?? i have... but for what are we doing this??? if u haven't seen the love of GOD or the power of GOD or EVEN KNOW WHO IS GOD?? i encourage you, please dun lie to yourself that u are holy, made right with GOD then seek HIS FACE like ASKING your FATHER to show HIMSELF TO YOU!!

Have u face temptation?? i have many time... have i fall for it?? yes... let me tell u wan thing... if u fall u shall not be cast down... it is a lie of the DEVIL that u are filthy because u have sin.... but we must not go back to our won sinful ways....

DO YOU KNOW THE HEART BEAT OF GOD?? DO you know what HE wants US TO DO?? Let me tell u, he wants us to be the head and not the tail(so dun tell/ confess that u are useless), he desire to see us holy rite before him so he can draw near to us{because he is holy and he cant go near sin), he wants us to tell everyone we love about HIM(so we can see each other in heaven to praise HIS name and not suffer in hell for eternally), he wants to bless us until there is no place to store( so that we mite be a blessing to others). this list can go on and on and on and on. but i tell u where u can find this list... GO READ YOUR BIBLE!!! LOL... wakakakakaka

IF u want to know about GOD/ JESUS CHRIST pray this prayer,
DEAR LORD, i know i am a sinner. I ask for your FORGIVENESS. I ask of your blood to cover me and wash me clean. I have heard of how great YOUR LOVE is for me, and i want to accept u into my heart. I acknowledge that you die on the CROSS for me, and u risen again on the third DAY. Now i am your child, and u are my FATHER. Thank YOU LORD. in JESUS's NAME AMEN!!

Penang Youth DAY!!

2008-06-25T07:27:00.000-07:00

hey guys and gals...
erm wanna talk a bit about the youth day and stuff... lol... it was fun but it was raining at the beginning... i tell u, my pant even became wet and dry becoz after the rain it was so hot!!!... lol... ya, there was a small mini race track and bands preforming and break dancing and BMX compertition and food and grafity and more food... it is like i ate my lunch at 1.30 i think... then we go to auto-city and eat at old town then we go to sunway carnival and eat at a funny shop... and then eat again... HO LIAO lo...!!! hhaahhahah... oh well if u wanna know more about it go read JIMMY's blog la...

2nd IGNITE

2008-06-21T09:55:00.000-07:00

hey guys... the 2nd IGNITE was cool, GOD's power was awesome, he really love us and cared for us, that he gave his only son for us to gain life... hahaha... he is really GOOD!! those who were there can testify that GOD's presence was so strong... the spirit was there.... hahahaha

OK gtg... super tired because wake up early and slept a lil, and a bit of fever...

Rapture - The end is Near!

2008-06-16T21:51:00.000-07:00

the example

2008-06-16T06:32:00.000-07:00

hey guys... and gals!!
i gonna tell a story that some1 told me, that may help u to different shade what is rite, and what is not...
One fine morning, two boys was asking their father rather or not can they go watch a movie. The boys told the title of the movie to their father. When their father heard of it, he didn't allow them to watch that movie because their are some parts of the movie is dirty. The two boys said " why can't we watch it DAD?? it is only a small part, the movie is 2 hours plus and that small dirty part is only 1 or 2 minutes". Their father still said no. The two boys was frustrated about it.
When it was afternoon, Their father was baking brownies. So the kids thought that the reason their father bake brownies is because he regret and feel guilty for not letting them go to the movie. Soon after the brownies was done, the father ask his two sons to him so that they could taste the brownies. As they were eat, The Father told them he put in a secret ingredients into the brownies and he said that they can't taste it. It is only very little portion of the brownies, and he ask them to guess. After many times of guessing, they gave up. When the last piece of brownies were about to finish chewing in their mouth, their father told them the secret ingredient was poop(shit). The boys vomit the thing out the brownies that they were eating. Then their father ask them "why spit out the brownies?". The boys replied " there is poop in it".
Their Father ask them " but why?? it is only a lil small part of the brownies, the brownies is so big and the amount of poop i put in is so little". And he continue " same thing goes fot the movie, the movie is so big and the dirty part is so little but still to GOD it is still BAD!!". Those two boys learn their lesson that their father thought them.

so how and what do u thing of this?? do you guys understand this story?? i know my English grammar and everything is bad... in other word my English cacat la... lol... l8r from this story...

anime is black not gray!!

2008-06-15T18:54:00.000-07:00

hey, konway here again!
i here to reply lionel's blog post about anime is grey, but to me it is black rather than grey it is very very clear on this. anime like NARUTO and BLEACH and MANY MORE!! if u would wan a explaination then i will show u...
ok talking about naruto, like i said b4 naruto is seal with a nine-tail demon fox,thi is the demon foxand this is what happen to him if he let out the demon, the demon controled him!! and which in the bible says our body is the temple of the holy spirit. so would YOU want to be posses by demon or the holy spirit??and the character name Sasuke have a special ability call the SHARINGANthis is sasuke, and pay attention to it's eye. which uses his eyes is the symbol of a God which the Japanese believe. the picture above shows it. the man standing next to the idol. can u spot the fire of the idol is similar the his eye?? and about bleach, they believe that there are ppl call the shinigami and direct translation is GOD OF DEATH/ The REAPER/ the angel of death! so they believe that the angel of death is and hero, and they kill demons called hollow. and another thing is that they have a skull as their symbol to transform!!! for example the skull logo on this fella shirt!!and may i ask what does skull symbolise?? it symbolise death, and GOD, Jesus himself said " i have given u life and more", he paid the price of death at the cross, so that we may have life. and the main character believe that he is a half hollow and half shinigami, so he is half demon and half angel of death?? make any sense?? mean u are fully a demon.and the sword he hold represent something, let me show u!! u see the square thing on this sword picture?? wat does it mean?? have u seen this symbol somewhere?? how about this symbol. familiar?? of course this two picture are the same thing!!! so now u understand it please the truth will set u free!!! FREE like WEEEEEEE!!!!.... so be wise what ever u watch!!! AND TO END THIS, ANIME IS BAD, AND BLACK!!! IT IS NOT GREY OR ANY OTHER COLOUR, DONT PLAY WITH FIRE OR U WILL GET BURN!!

WOW!! this much stuff

2008-06-09T22:20:00.000-07:00

hahahaha
u know wat?? after i went back yesterday and clear out my stuff. wow to my suprise i have 2 box full of sinful stuff.
i got my pokemon game, pokemon card which if i sell worth me 1000++... I WAN THE MONEY but not good, so... SOBX!!! and the 2000++ over money i spent on ANIME and MANGA!!! wahahahah... really it hurts my pocket but not my heart.. lol... and u know wat!!! i even throw out all final fantasy stuff... awwww man... i am a big fan of them u know how awesome the game and storyline!! lol... but wat is bad is bad... and i cant sleep well for 5 nights la... dunno why maybe there is only 3 possibilaty

GOD is asking me to pray for some1/something/somewhere
the devil is giving me the headache so i could suffer
or because i am have food poisoning and fever and flu

lol... wat a pain in the head... now i look almost like kung fu panda.... i look as round as him and my eye look just like him, and my hairstyle look like him!!! lol.... ok gtg.. update tomorrow if i can... lol....

freaky but true!!

2008-06-08T20:21:00.000-07:00

hey guys!! back from camp sick and tired but i am all ready to do God's work. I telling the truth, i am even giving up on my PS2 and all my animetion/manga/comics, and movie. i realise that i got money to buy this and got time to watch and play thing tat cant bring me to heaven, and keep saying that i got no money to pay tithe and no time to do devotion with GOD and no time do read the bible. and all this is a SIN!! i am robbing from GOD and i am ignoring GOD!! and i realise that it is a sin. and by this lil things i can go to hell. i am serious about this. and i want to go all out and commit my whole life to GOD once and for all. i dont care wat ppl say like it will never happen or things like that. all i can say is trough CHRIST everything is possible. IF YOU GUYS EVER SEE ME, PLEASE ASK ME IF I AM STILL WALKING WITH GOD!! I STILL NEED PPL TO CHECK UP ON ME!! LOL!!! serious about this... if u dun believe me go to GOOGLE search engine and type in 7 columbian youth which go to hell. seacrh for this. read it and u will know wat is hell like and wat we do is still wrong even we are christian..

if only!

2008-06-01T20:09:00.000-07:00

hahaha... every1 is talking about hillsong and camp lately. i am only thinking of so many things. my brain is almost to it's limit.

camping funs and plan
HER birthday and HER persent
IGNITE concert
how are we going to improve IGNITE worship to the next level??
how am i going to sing SAVIOUR KING??
i love that song, it really speak to me
HER, HER, HER, HER!!! AND HER!!!
am i going to remember the lyrics of SAVIOUR KING

i really have a lot of things to do and thinking to do... if only i can spilt myself into half, if only i could have study harder last time i wont be so stupid, if only i got the confidence to tackle her, if only i can seek GOD's heart like David or run away from temptation like Joseph, if only, if only, if only.. IF ONLY all this could happen i don't want to be greedy, i just wan to be in HIS and HER eye!! lol... nothing really matters. IF a gun is to point at me and ask me to choose between GOD and HER, i really dunno wat to do!!?? the love of CHRIST or the love of man??? hahahah..... wat the HEAVEN i am talking about... hahahah... maybe i am being emo all of a sudden.. lol...

Let the weak say I have strenght, let the poor stand and confess I am rich, Let now our hearts burn with flame, and with the heaven we declare YOU are our King, I love YOU Lord, I worship YOU, Let now me shine as YOUR bride, YOU ask YOUR SON to carry this, The HEAVY CROSS, OUR weight OF SIN!! the love of CHRIST, the SAVIOUR KING!! I LOVE YOU LORD, I WORSHIP YOU!!

trip to KL then to concert

2008-05-28T23:32:00.000-07:00

hey!!

back from KL(PJ actually) damn tired even the nite b4 i can sleep well...

can sleep becoz of the excitement!! i slept at 10pm-2am woke up, slept 2-4am woke up again, slept again4-5 woke up again, slept for the last time5-6 then i finally up for the trip.. tired becoz of sleep.. then woke up, bath, eat bread, choose clothe so take there, and bring plastic bags then wear my shoe then walk to hunza... when reach there half asleep.. in few minute time every1 reach then we go up the bus!! yay!! and we are off!on the bus almost every1 brounght food!!jimmy brought his nuggets... damn nice!!! very filling

then when we reach tapak almost every1 is wanting to go to TOILET!!! to let go off peee!!! weeee... hahahah but 1 more thing that every1 is wanting tooo... DONKIN DONUTS!!

we discussing wat flavor we wan!!

then we set of to 1 UTAMA!!! then we search for food there again, food, food, food! vietnam food!!!
every1 settling down for lunch at 2!!! lol....

then they serve us peanuts and each plate coast us 4ringgit!!then the view of the restorant!!our three girl taking pic!! hahaha.... tourist guide, veryn, and MATHER!!!pic of the food we had!!! AMEN!!then off to the concert, we were kinda 3 hours early... lol... no wan was there but us and the organizer!!the concert and every1 is on fire and passionate about it

hey... alot of things i miss out to tell but i am lazy... so if u wan u can ask me or the ppl that go there about it!!! it is worth telling... XD!

1 more night to go!! then we are there...

2008-05-26T21:36:00.000-07:00

hey!!
i am stupidly and guilty for rubbing in your face..i know i am going to hillsong and i am sorry for rubbing in u guys punya face la... sorry sorry.. hahahah forgive me ya!!
BUT still!! tonite is going to be miserable.. i know i am way too excited for hillsong and i sure cant sleep eh!! oh man!! lol... if u guys wan me to get thing for u there please tell me by tonite!! i try my best to get for u guys la...
well let me see... 18 hours more to hillsongs!! yay!! i wanna go eat japanese food.. lol... my good fren la, tell me there got good japanese food and now i am crazy about it.. loving it!! HALLELUJAH!!! lol
wakakakakakakakakakakakakakaka..... but i feel sad for the ppl who cant go like alan and a lot more!!
SORRY YA!!!

steam boat + ps2 = fun

2008-05-25T21:48:00.000-07:00

hey!! as u can read from jimmy's blog, yesterday me, ben, ivan, edward, jimmy, denise renee, vivien, steph, qian yi had steamboat while shooting each other. it was fun. well at least i think it was la. i kena tembak also can laugh. my friends also laugh at me stupidly. ya... but i cant eat much that nite, dunno why?? maybe i am sick kua! but since thursday already like that. beh chiak. maybe i miss HER to much! lol. ok then after everything i start set up my ps2 hahaha... well that was the beginning of the KOF!! lol... first me and jimmy play lol.. i won! but it was a warm up XD... then he beat me!!! O.O i cant believe it.. lol... but i let him win eh.. after that i won again!! lol... after that every1 take turns to play lo.. renee was like " i must beat every1" lol.... ya... that is all i guess..
( p.s i dun have pictures about yesterday nite, but if i have i will upload it to show u guys!! OK??)

yay!! yes!! auuugaaa! nyek nyek!! LOL

2008-05-22T18:20:00.000-07:00

PLEASE READ THE COLOURFUL WORDS!! IT MAKES THIS POST WONDERFUL!!!

wakkakakakaka... yes!!! yes!! i am going and u guys who are not going TOO BAD. wakakakakak... SUCKER!! let me show u something....this is wat's it is going to be... wakakakak... and u guys r not going!!! HAHAHAHAHAH!!! XPhahaahahhaah... the stage view and it is going to be awesome but u guys not going to exp it!!!the concert full of ppl... view of thousand over ppl all voer malaysia!!! hahhahahaah syok la...hey!!! chiaming and gladys!!! u guys are not going to enjoy this!! but 28 of us are!!! wakakakakakaathe coolness of it... it is going to overwhelm u!!! BUT!! u guys are not going.. why exam can camp lo.... wakakakakakakakakaka... wah lau eh, rub it in ppl face damn nice!!! eh sry not damn, but it is super damn nice!!! wakakakakakaka.... and as for melvin will say super duper damn awesome nice!!! lol.... wakakakakakakakaka

IN YOUR FACE!!!! WAKAKAKAKAKA!!!! YEAH BABEH!!!

Random post

2008-05-21T19:52:00.000-07:00

lol... weeeee.....
i actually wanna blog about something... but i cant find the pitures... haih.. if can syok liao.. lol
can do a lot of things... hhahahahaa... btw bored at work... feel like eating but need to keep fit...
swt nia... wat can i do la... ok then... erm... last nite talk to a few girls and guys on msn... first talk to Her but she was busy with project, so i dun wan to disturb her la...
then i talk to melvin about badminton a bit,

then i talk to 2 of my ex-classmates... lol...
they dun believe me i can cookeven i know how to cook... wat friends... then they say they wan to eat my food but scared that it sucks.....

first classmate

second classmate

then talk to jeremy about something important.... u can never know wat it is.. u wanna know u go ask jeremy!!! lol

then i talk to my SIAM KIA!! he keep asking me about my brother bcoz he ponteng school then my mom scold kena-kan him then my mom scold on the phone during the morning when i was with my SIAM KIA, then he ask my about wat happen during the nite.. lol... a lot of FARNY things la..

Push to see results!!

2008-05-20T21:54:00.000-07:00

hello...
like i said i wanna go to england and still praying but if it is not God's will then i will be stay at home. but as for my thinking, i dun think i can change my lazy and tidal apa attitude. i want to be fit not fat, hardworking and not lazy, wise and not a fool! then only i am worthing to make her mine or at least i have the confident! hahahha... and look like himi<<< ...i am pathetic dont i?? i wanna get a job with a nice pay, look great, get a car,

then keep changing better

and change better in car( or maybe keep all this care for my wife or mayb her!) hahaha...

then get a great house!!

my kitchen!!!

my pool

and my back yard total of pool in my house 6!!!! lol...

AND my maids each with thier own things to do!! lol
this wan iron my shirt everyday except when she busy working on movies
this wan wash toilet for me eh... her husband always come and find fault with me eh sien nia!!this wan wash my pants and shirtthis wan got a bit problem la... keep sing while working eh.. dunno sing about her hump and lump!!
she clean all 6 swimming pool!! hot lo when she wash but stupid when she sing!!
this wan lazy la... she always talk and no work.. and she curi curi take nude picture in my house!! OMG!!!
call her mop and sweep the floor nia... she complain like hell
this wan lagi funny.... no rain also keep sing umbrella, then her singing is good but she keep singing please dont stop the music!!! her cooking not bad la...u wanna know more about her i give u the number.. 1-800-USTUPID HEAD- LAGIBODOH.... lol
but who can make it here?? but i believe we the child of GOD, the GOD that own everything in this life, he will give it to me but i need to look to him and trust him. then only i will better. lol. but to get there i need to push by working hard, exercising hard, read the bible and pray more, need friends support and a burning passionate spirit for all of this...(BUT NOT THE MAID LA!!! IF THE MAID CAME TRUE I FHAT TAT A DE!!!)

dinosaurs origami!!

2008-05-19T19:59:00.000-07:00

hey. last 2 weeks on friday i was sick at home i think... hahaha anyways i was at home playing ps2 but then after awhile i stopbecause my mom wanna watch her mandarin series la.. i also dunno wat is the title! then my mom cut this.

but b4 this was taken la... it was only papers... then i help making the second wan!! lol
look at this...
hehehehe... syok le!!! but damn hard to do lo... hahaha...

then after that i took picture of both of it....

but my youngest lil brother took the liberty to be my model for it lol... even b4 i took the picture he say "wait,wait, wait ah.. i want to take picture with dinosaurs". soon after he say that then he post..(sry the picture is taken in diff days so my bro wear diff shirt!!) lol...

Belated Mother's day!!

2008-05-19T19:45:00.000-07:00

hey!! i think i am very very l8 a de for mother's day but i just wanna give my mom this phone as her present!! 19 years as her son never have i given her anything... i feel so ashameful and shity because of it... hahahah... so this year i wanna be a good son and buy my mom a phone but dunno which is which because the phone she wans is either V610i or V750i.... so i go do some research about it then found out it is the same phone but the function is diff... so i finally decide to buy V750i but have to wait for my salary... lol!!!

1 trip!! who wanna come??

2008-05-14T20:36:00.000-07:00

hey!! i am so damn excited!! halleluya!!! hahahahaha
hey hillsong is coming to town!! to town as in kl... almost type in penang( XD damn excited) i think i am asking my mom for permission and i am asking for ppl to go with me.. please there is 25 million over ppl in Malaysia. You think u can get ur ticket easy better ask now... mayb even this week it is going to be sold out!! Halleluya. this show how much ppl is hungry for GOD!! ppl of penang plsplsplspls!!! be fast and quick!!! lol... by the way to get the ticket u need to go to salvation to buy the ticket and it is 50, plus u get a 20% discount for Hillsongs CD. Please if any1 is interested please tell me or call me!!
Just click below!! for more detail.
hillsong

maybe it is for the better!!

2008-05-13T18:38:00.000-07:00

hey!!
i heard from my frens father that 1 of his friend is coming back from england. and his friend own a business there. i am not sure what business is that but all i know is that his friend is coming back from england and he is looking for someone to go work for him( but if i am not mistaken he wan to look for ppl to work as chef). and i really like being a chef it was my dream when i saw the tv series iron chef. wow!! things that ppl do with food, creating thing out of bounderies! so after i heard of it i was and was not excited about it. i wanted to go because it is my life long dream and i dun wan to go because it feels like leaving my comfort zone. so few days had past and i been think a lot. All of my fren is moving forward to their dreams and goal while i am staying behind doing nothing to achive my goal. even some of my friends is going overseas to study. I dun to a loser in 10 years time. in 10 years time ppl will have their own dream job, living their live happy and satisfied. so i have decide to go to england if it is God's plan for me. i think bye going there i will have social problem but i think i would be better like that. NO PAIN, NO GAIN, rite??
lol... well mayb by going trough this in the future i mite be a better person example thinner/ fitter, nicer to ppl, learn to be thankful for thing i have, learn to lean on God, and become less lazy as always. lol... who noes!!

hello!!!

2008-05-11T18:58:00.000-07:00

hey!!!
every1 pls tell me how to customise my bolg can ah??
i am a bit new a noob at this so help me out pls
yeah... i think this post all about it... and i hope every1 who know me can tell me la...
pls dun be selfish la...